Archive for the ‘pregnancy’ Category
How do I say goodbye?
Posted by: wheresmybun on: April 7, 2009
- In: Infertility | Our Journey | Our Story | pregnancy
- 20 Comments
Zel left a comment on yesterday’s post and in it she had this poem: How do I say goodbye … when I didn’t get to say hello? I want so bad to keep you … how do I let you go? I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share There’s nothing [...]
9 Weeks (Scan pics included)
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 30, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 10 Comments
Today I take the last of my Cyclogest. I’m so happy about it, its been such a bind the last couple of weeks as I’ve been incredibly busy, and being interrupted at 17h00 every afternoon for a lie down was just annoying. I know I need the rest, but lying on the couch waiting for it [...]
8 Weeks
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 23, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
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Well after my high on Friday, I seem to be feeling more anxious today. I just wish I could stop worrying! I’m getting so irritated with myself. My next scan is on Wednesday, because my Doc is fully booked this week and next week, that means I’m seeing Dr J on Wednesday. Side note: My sister and [...]
Scan update (Pics Included)
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 20, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
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I didn’t have any of the anxiety I had about my scan as I had the previous week. I was surprised however when I woke up this morning and I had an anxiety dream. I have two types of anxiety dreams, the first is always about a tsunami, huge waves destroying everything in its path and me [...]
7 Weeks
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 16, 2009
- In: Infertility | pregnancy
- 8 Comments
I have been wondering if I should start a new blog about my pregnancy away from this one, as I know that many of my fellow IF friends read it, but I decided against it. I know you won’t read it on the days you feel vulnerable and I know you’ll come here if/when you’re [...]
We are happy to announce
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 13, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 8 Comments
We have a heartbeat! I was so so nervous going in, I could hardly breathe. It felt like my chest was in a vice grip. I had my eyes glued to the screen when the doc started the scan. He located the Gestational Sac and I thought Oh nooooo there’s nothing! My heart almost stopped! But [...]
6 Weeks
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 9, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 3 Comments
So I’ve made it to 6 weeks today. I’ve passed the 3rd pregnancy in terms of weeks, I was only 5 w 4d pregnant. The next milestone will be my 1st pregnancy at 8 weeks, then my 2nd pregnancy at 10w 1d, but I don’t like thinking that far ahead. I have very little in terms [...]
Update.
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 3, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 12 Comments
What an intense couple of days! I was in an absolute state of panic. I had been convinced that I was headed for another miscarriage. This must have been the worst weekend I have ever had. So I went for a 4th Beta today. Before I had the bloods taken, I worked out the absolute minimum [...]
5 Weeks
Posted by: wheresmybun on: March 1, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 12 Comments
So then it happened. I don’t have to wonder how I will feel if my beta’s came back not too good. I know now: Devastated. The 3 digit number obliterated any semblance of normalcy or just the tiniest bit of joy I experienced with this pregnancy. It came back as 590. Before going in I worked out the [...]
Hectic Anxiety
Posted by: wheresmybun on: February 26, 2009
- In: Our Journey | pregnancy
- 4 Comments
I’m going in for my 3rd beta tomorrow. I’m so anxious about it. And then it’s another 2 weeks before my scan. I have no idea how I’m going to get through it. I keep wondering how I will feel if tomorrow’s numbers aren’t good enough? I keep checking the TP for pink. I’m still [...]
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